To You...
There
are several men in my life yet... I desire only you.
What
is it about you that suspends time and makes the universe
stand still?
We speak
on the inanes of comic book characters, television sitcoms
and movie trivia with as much passion as we discuss the
arcane of politics, prejudice and justice and of freeing
one's mind. That the Biblical Book of Numbers holds as much
sway in our conversations as the Astrological Book of Numbers.
I lay
in bed and it is your voice I hear in my dreams, your touch
I feel in my fantasies.
I often
wonder...is it the charisma in your voice?
Or perhaps,
the soul that I see when I gaze into your eyes.
That transports me another time when temples honored Ra
and Nut, as the pyramids testified to the rules of Ramses
and Hatshepsut.
Maybe
it is the gentleness of your kiss upon my cheek when we
part...
Could
it be the truth behind your words?
Perhaps it is the way in which you carry yourself with Dignity,
with Pride, with Grace.
Or is it the fierce protector /valiant warrior that I see?
Maybe
it is the honest way in which you treat people or the compassion
within your heart, even as you chew someone out for nth
time for the nth stupidity
How
am I so privileged to be let past the cool exterior to the
warmth that you possess?
How
am I so doomed to belated realize that the warmth is your
flame and I am definitely your moth?
I
am instinctively drawn to you...
You are: my Sower, my Reaper; my Hercules and my Achilles.
Shit! I'm in love with you...